the fact that I don't have a home doesn't bother me at all, mainly because I feel myself like home in several cities. and maybe it's even better not having any ties.
from year to year it's becoming easier and easier to leave places, even if I have that "spleen feeling" most of the time for the first 24 hours, I'm dealing with it quite well.
and the fact that sometimes nobody is physically waiting for me when I'm back or going somewhere doesn't scare me anymore because I know I have a lot of people that mentally are always with me anywhere I go. the distance is not as dangerous as it was for me few years ago, it's manageable now. and I finally love being alone.