resolutions

my resolutions for this year are next : 

• no more destructive relationships, I had enough and it doesn't worth it.
• make steady steps toward my dreams in any circumstances, no more self-pity.
• start to love myself.

I don't know which one is the hardest, but it shows one thing : a problem with "my own me". I have to accept the way I am from A to Z or change the things that are changeable and move on.

I heard few times that the good way to see who you are is to look at yourself from aside, as a friend would do. I think it is a very good idea and I'll try to use it !

and the other thing people told me is that the good therapy is regularly take the auto-portraits. actually it's how I started making pictures when I was a teenager, but I dropped it because it was too painful to see all those flaws in my face and my body. 

I, now, understand how important it is to find inner-peace and gain the confidence. even though I know it will not be easy, I'll try my best.

one of my first auto-portraits as a teenager :

me now :